pull the trigger :: HALEY JAMES

*STOLEN BY "TUTORGIRLXSEXYBITCH" (02/25/10)* Ever feel like that's all life is? Russian Roulette. You pull the trigger, and five out of six times, you're safe. It's a rush. The fear, the adrenaline, telling you you're alive when you feel anything but. But then there's just that one time where you blow your fucking head off and you have this fatal gaping wound where your brain used be. 'Cept you weren't really using it to begin with, were you? -- A study of how people can suffer in silence and those all around them either can't see it, don't want to, or just completely brush it off. I've been feeling pretty shitty the last few days, so I put this together to vent, 'cause I haven't really had anyone to talk to that I felt I could. So... having an anonymous life-venting video where it literally could be about anything and everything (well... 90% anonymous) and being able to put this on YouTube is the second best thing :P Yeah, but it didn't really turn out how I want it. I'm pretty sure sometime this next week, I'm going to remake this using Queer As Folk with Justin's bashing/Pink Posse storyline. As you can see, I already use clips from that in the video if you're familiar with QAF. I hope you guys like it... 'cause I don't lol. A new version to come, that'll be better. Promise.