June 2014 MEP Parts Collection

Hey guys! I'm back with another shit collection Yes, I suck at editing. My parts are terrible, Fore some reason, I don't like them, the only one I like is the Within Temptation one. And, guys, I'm not feeling so well, again... I dunno what happened to me again, I was really happy these days because of my new relationship and it's been really great to me, but.. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME?! I dunno what hapenned. I was really happy, I was getting my inspiration for editing again and I have some AMVs in mind to do and... for some reason, I'm not feeling good. And I don't want my gf to know about that, to explain how I feel like this sometimes, I told her yesterday that I wasn't really good, but... I need to explain, but, what if she doesn't like what she's going to hear and then, end our relationship?! I'm such a dumbass. First, I was feeling sad because I didn't know if she was feeling the same and I was really worried about it, and then, when we started our relationship, I got better, but then, I was feeling like I was a waste of space and then I noticed that I WAS MY OWN PROBLEM, I'm really insecure with my frindships and relationships, and it started after what happened on my last school year. It has hit me really hard, and it still hurts when I remember... then, sometimes, I don't get too close of my friends, because, well, it's always my fault, I scare people, when I try to get closer to don't lose contact with them, they run away from me, and, I noticed that they did it a lot with me. And, for some reason, I think my gf maybe is doing the same with me. Well, she's busy with her job and stuff and she doesn't have to spend her whole free time with me, but... I dunno what's happening, I always think of the bad way that it can go, and I'm tired of it!! I'd like to explain, to explain EVERYTHING! But... she won't look at me as before... I think.. and I don't want to risk everything, I fuck with everything, I can't hang a relation, I was have to do something wrong, and, when I try to fix it, it gets worse! I'm terrible, the only way to fix that is to put a bullet inside my head. I'll never be able to be normal again, even if we're happy together, I'll always think that she must be ignoring me or trying to avoid me. I must die. I don't make difference in other people's life. Well, I had to say that. I was going to play Dead Island with my friend now, but, I'm thinking about to lay on my bed and stay quiet. Hope you enjoy the new shit #01 - xNagisaKun || Frozen MEP #02 - Endless Dreams Live Studios || Epic MEP #03 - xNagisaKun || Within Temptation Megamix MEP #04 - SkylarFairyTailGirl || Deep Pain MEP #05 - OrihimeChan1801 || You Should Know MEP #06 - Apocalypsis Studios || Fire MEP #07 - Endless Dreams Live Studios || Illusion MEP My Facebook Fanpage:   / nagisakunsamvs   My Backup Account:    / xnagisakun170294   My Vimeo Account: https://vimeo.com/nagisakun