mad world // sped up

hi, I want to thank you all so much. I have been reading all your beautiful comments on my fourth of July videos and it made me cry. everyone is so caring and so wonderful, and I all wish you the best. (NOT MY MUSIC, CREDITS TO MICHAEL ANDREWS) Diary: --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 10th of February 2022 hi everyone, the last time I checked in was back in December, so a good three months ago. I never thought my video would get the attention it got. thank you all so so so much for checking in on me. I appreciate you all so much. you all belong in a beautiful place full of happiness and peace. a little life update ig: a month ago I was diagnosed with seasonal affective disorder. I didn't even know SAD was a thing until my diagnosis. the reason I decided to go to my GP and see if there was something wrong with me was that I felt like I had been feeling really fatigued at certain points during the year. and from there, my GP told me I had seasonal affective disorder, which is more commonly known as seasonal depression. I have noticed after being on medication for a little while, that I have been feeling a little better. I have noticed that I have been more motivated in socializing. I managed to get out of a friendship (that I mentioned in my 'fourth of July video), and that has made me feel really refreshed. I have realized that prioritizing yourself is key. you before anyone else, ALWAYS. I really appreciate and love you all so so so much. I am going to be replying to all your beautiful comments after I post this. again, I love u all so much and I would literally do anything for you. you genuinely make me feel worthy and loved. everyone deserves that. just know that I am always here for a chat. I love you so much. -fenhi