10 Years of Drawing … And I Still Feel Like a Failure | Psyduck Jelly Gouache Painting

Reupload !!! Hey everyone, Kay here! In today’s video, I’m opening up about something that’s been on my mind for a long time—self-doubt in art. Even after drawing for nearly 10 years, I still find myself questioning my skills. Am I improving? Am I good enough? Is my art where it should be? In this video, I reflect on my art journey, the struggles I’ve faced, and the pressure I put on myself to improve. From comparing myself to others to dealing with burnout and perfectionism—it hasn’t been easy. But I also share what I’ve learned along the way and how I’m trying to overcome these struggles. Oh, and I also painted Psyduck (or Enton, as we call it in German) for this video! I wanted to experiment with jelly gouache and practice painting backgrounds. Let’s just say... I may have gone a little overboard with the raindrops. 😂 If you’ve ever felt stuck or doubted your own art, let’s talk about it in the comments! I’d love to hear your experiences. If you enjoy this kind of content, don’t forget to like, comment, and subscribe for more art videos! 🎨✨ Instagram:   / mixedmediakay   Cara: https://cara.app/mixedmediakay Materials: Drawing Program: Clip Studiopaint Pro Drawingtablet: Huion Kamvas Pro 16 (4K) + Huion Keydial mini k20 Microfon: Zealsound k66 Microfon Camera: Phonecamera Pixel 7a