sam winchester || roads untraveled [for elo]

Don't be a douchekebab, watch in HD :) - "Cause beyond every bend is a long blinding end It's the worst kind of pain I've known" ♥ ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ARE YOU GUYS READY???? IT'S BIRTHDAY WEEK, which means a ton of videos, a ton of love for my best friends, a ton of stress and a ton of meltdowns over my sony vegas, my wifi and my laptop not cooperating. but if you thought this would keep me from uploading my first sam video ever, you've thought wrong. I fought tooth and nail for this video to be up in time because today is elo's day and this year, there was no way in hell I'd pass on FINALLY giving her the present she deserves. elo, right now I'm kind of at a loss of what to say. I'll save the most emotional part for whatsapp but i guess at this point you know how much I love you. I can't imagine my life without you anymore, in fact, I literally can't remember a time when you weren't part of my life. what was I doing back then?? who did I rant to about sam?? how was my life before you, me and andie became our precious birthday twin trio?? I honestly don't recall lmao but it must've been darker, less fun times. you make my life better. you make me laugh, you inspire me, you make me cry with your videos, you're always here to listen, and thanks to rob and rich WE MET! in fact, I'm staring at our op right now typing this. anyway, I hope you have THE BEST POSSIBLE DAY, because you deserve nothing less. and I hope this video destroys you just a little bit hehe because making it lowkey destroyed me. I don't know if you see this coming, actually. you might, you might not. I for one did not believe I'd be able to pull this off. I've been trying to make a sam video for two years, you know I have multiple songs saved for him and yet here I was a couple of days ago, sitting down and starting a 4 minute video with a song I had just chosen. I made this in less than three days. who am I? who do you turn me into? I know I didn't even scratch the surface when it comes to the beauty that is sam winchester, but I did my best. there are parts of this video I like. there are parts that made me cry ("there's a seat here alongside me" GOD). there are many parts that I know could've been better. but I tried choosing every single scene with a thought behind it, I tried to show a part of sam that may not be portrayed as much because it's largely silent. his evolution from consistently running away both physically and metaphorically to him choosing to STAY with his brother and the family he fought his entire life building is something that means so so much to me and I wanted to show that as best as I could. he has a place in life now, he has a family; he has a purpose. and I'm so fucking proud of him. elo, I love you. this is for you because my love for sam wouldn't feel the same if you weren't here to share it with me. ♥ Character: Sam Winchester Show: Supernatural Song:    • ROADS UNTRAVELED - Linkin Park (LIVING THI...   Editing: Malagenabolakaful Colourings: Decay by kindon18 ♥ ►Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCIUW... ►Twitter:   / malagenabolaka   ►Tumblr:   / malagenabolaka-ful   Thank you so much for watching, please comment if you liked it. And please comment if you didn't. I really wanna know what you think! ♥ #viddingisart #fanvidfeed #supernatural ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I own NOTHING but the editing, all credits given to their proper owners at the end of the video. ~FAIR USE~ Copyright Disclaimer Under Section 107 of the Copyright Act 1976, allowance is made for "fair use" for purposes such as criticism, comment, news reporting, teaching, scholarship, and research. Fair use is a use permitted by copyright statute that might otherwise be infringing. Non-profit, educational or personal use tips the balance in favor of fair use.