More Than Just Friends[29]

ABOUT THE VIDEO: I just think its funny as shit. lolzzzzzzz. AN: OMG AN UPDATE?! IS HELL FREEZING OVER?! IS THE WORLD ENDING?! WTF IS GOING ON?!!! Okay, so obviously I know I suck ass at updating. I'm sorry. I felt bad and I've gotten messages from numerous people asking me to update, so I stayed up late tonight to write this for you! Enjoy. Oh, and I promise I'll be updating more frequently after Mother's Day. Mostly on weekends. kbyenow. --------------------------------------- Chapter 29 Joe stayed up all night; he was trying to figure out what was wrong. He just didn't feel that "spark" anymore. When he was with Kacy, there just wasn't magic anymore. He kissed her and there was nothing; their lips were just touching, he had no passion for it. By morning he'd decided what to do. He couldn't lead her on. He had to take a break, from Kacy and from girls all together. If, after he broke up with her, he sensed he wanted her back; he'd make it all up to her. He just couldn't figure out how to tell her. He didn't want to hurt her, but either way that's what was going to happen. Joe figure it out, he just had to tell her. Just sit her down and explain. He got out of bed, preparing himself for one of the hardest days of his life. Deena: Whoa, Joe you look horrible. Joe: Thanks? I didn't sleep much last night, I felt bad. Deena: Why, what's the matter? Joe: It's Kacy; I just... I just don't feel it anymore. Like when we're together and like, well you know, makin' out -- I just don't feel it anymore. I feel like we need a break, so I can sorta figure out my feelings and what's going on. Deena: As long as you don't lead her on; she's been hurt too much like that. You know it too. You know how she is, and this will break her heart. Promise me you'll try your best to keep her calm? Joe: Promise. Deena: And just to be clear, you don't have feelings for another girl -- that's not why you're doing this right? Joe: No. I'm just confused. I don't feel like me, I don't feel happy. I just can't figure out why. Deena: Okay, explain that to her. Joe: Definitly, thanks Deen; I think I'll get some cereal though. Talk to you later girl. With that he walked away into the eating area, and Kacy was there eating a little bowl of Cocoa Puffs with Frankie. Kacy: looking up Oh. Hey. Joe: Hey, um, I think we need to talk... Frankie do you think you could go wake up Nick and Kenzi? Knock first though! Frankie: I know you just want me out of here, so fine. Joe: Thanks little man. Frankie: bops out the door (AN: ahaha Bops. sorry, I love that word.) Kacy: watching him leave What do we have to talk about? Joe: Us. I think I need a break. I don't feel anything between you and I anymore. I don't know why, I don't know what the problem is I just... just... Kacy: You just don't love me anymore. Joe: No! No, that's not what I mean. I still love you but I just don't feel that same exact way anymore. About anything, my passion for everything is just gone right now. I don't feel happy, I don't feel...anything. Kacy: So what's her name? Joe: Who's name? Kacy: This other girl you're all of a sudden leaving me for. Joe: There is no other girl. Kacy: Don't lie to me! This is the same speech Greg gave me when he broke up with me. I know there's another girl! Just tell me who it is. Joe: Kacy, there's no other girl! Kacy: starting to tear up Joe, stop lying! You're in love with my sister that's what it is! Deena, you love her! Joe: getting angry Are you psycho? How could I be in love with my own brother's girl? There is no other girl! Why can't you just believe me? Kacy: crying Because you're lying! You can't just fall out of love with someone, there's a reason for everything and you're not giving me a good one. Figure out what your deal is, and when you decide to tell the truth and let everyone know who the other girl is then maybe we can talk. But until then, just leave me the hell alone. She walked out of the room, leaving her bowl on the table. Joe just sat there and watched her leftover milk, turning chocolate from the puffs still in the bowl, quake as the bus moved on. He wish he could do the same. But, the bus kept moving and as it did Joe realized he'd made the biggest mistake of his entire life, he couldn't be like the bus. He couldn't be like that bus. He couldn't move on from Kacy. She was his everything. So what the hell did he ruin all of this for?